well school just done, i'm so excited to i passed my damn english class...the thing is i wasn't that bad for to make it out but teacher was just worse...she gave us bunch of essays, tons of homeworks, even she gave us volunteer working for 8 hours and i did it just exactly what she said but she just gave me 80 out of 100...bull$h!t!
so i recieved mail from her that she told me I PASSED! i feel so blessed, yay! now i need to do some things while i'm having no school...even i passed my class, my eng class grade not satisfies me.. i think it will influence for my GPA little down! so next semester i'll work harder than this time! don't say i can't do it or it's impossible, nothing is impossible
i'm sensitive and mature, I'm innocent and simple, I'm unique and only one, i'm crazy and shy, I'm boring and funny...
i think a lot, my brain works all the time, it never stops working, now i feel tired of being thinkable...i want place where i can relax in...i feel like i'm not child anymore...i have whole responsible to take care of my self...i need some rest, i gotta do something to avoid thinking a lot...totally homesick, i want to go back home and wanna 'tarvalzaj xewtex' for my parents, lol, i feel like there's no more free space to save my unorganized thoughts in my brain...
my roommie just started begging me around here! stop it! if u not gonna stop it, i will kick ur butt! omg! i gotta stop thinking, god just help me out to do things just as rite like what it suppose to be...i'm just stuck in the middle and don't know what to do next! geez! god u gotta do something for me, if u're real!
unuudur abercrombie xyamdarchixsan bsn...gexdee bi neg garaaraa nuguu garaa barij shine xuwtsas xudaldaj awsangui...good for me! cause i have to pay my tuition so soon...and i try not to spend money for unnecessary things such as clothing, sweets or that kind of miscellanious expenses...
well, 58.5$ for my phone bill, 36$ for my bus pass, 59$ for my card monthly payment...so it's almost end of the month, my renting bill coming soon...immediatelly need to change my job! if i enroll to uni i gotta pay for almost three times much as how i pay now...parents sent to me some packages, i told them to want to get little bit of 'borts'...and aaruul...they already put them in my package, it's gonna be first time to eat them in couple years! i almost forgot how they taste so hope, to be cool to having them again...
i'm so blue and miserable now...sometimes i just hate my life, don't understand why i'm living like this and why do i have to do these shits! @#$% my life!
unuudur ajliinxantaigaa ajil tarsanii daraa dinnert orloo, darga bid nart zoriulaad 1 gazar zaxialga awchixsan...tgd yawna biz de gexeer n tegii l gelee.. ene minii gants l udur ajildag ajil l daa...bi er n 2 ajil xiideg gsn ug yum...tgd ene gants udriinxuu ajliinxantaigaa neex aixtar yum yaridaggui...yum asuunguut n ineecheel yawjiidiin...
hello, my diary! well, today, i'm staying my home all day long, not gonna go out anywhere though...
secret gd neg internet'r olj uzlee...gexdee bugdiig n duusgaj chadsangui, because i had no patience to get through it...can't concentrate something for quiet well...nuux gj bsn bolichloo...neg oxin bdg yum i met here in november or october, whichever one and she offered me to move in her house and i was so confusing about it so i told her, i need to think about it...so i decided to move in and lateraly i decided not to move in...so eventually yesterday i decided move in for real this time but she already found out some body else...
i was like ohhh! but what can i do? it's totally my fault. i'm always like that...if i like a boy and suddenly i felt like i don't like him and i tell him i dont wanna c u anymore or treat him so bad or just disappeared so far...then after while i realize he was so sweet person and i know i can't go back! honestly i don't regret too much but i know it's really bad for me but kinda hard to fix that...it's part of me, i guess...
saya mgl ruu achaa yawuuldag gd neg xun ruu yarisan chn bi ayagui asuuj masuugaal tanaix xer batalgaatai we? yag tsagtaa ochdog uu geel asuugaal bsn chn nuguu xun chn xeden kg achaa yawuulax gj bga yum we ingexed? gexeer n bi
aan, 2, 3 kg l gsn nuguudux chn sawaad unatsan bi chamaig aimar nyagtalj asuugaad bxaar n 70, 80 kg yum yawuulax gj bgaan boluu gd... xumuus tsagaan sariin beleg gj 50, 60 kg'r yawuuldag gnee...
tegeel zaza teguul tegeed achaagaa yawuulax boloxooroo yarii gd tegeel bi utsaa tasalsiin...tgeel utsiig n xadgaldag xun boloxgeel neg yuman dr n daraal neriig n bicheed ard n achaa geed darsan chn message sent gdiin...
bi uur neg xunluu zalgaj bsn boloxoor neex anzaaraagui dartsan...tegeed nuguu xunruu chn uuriinx n ner n achaa gsntei xamt msg irexeer n gaixsan bxdaa...
tegsenee ergej zalgaj malgaj tegenguut n bandsandaa reject darlaa shd...
uurtuu gemshix setgel turuw, bi neeree ewderch bnaa...xichneen xuurxun tsailgan zantai blaa...odoo bol aixtar l bolood bx yumdaa...ene baliar muu sanaatai, xund muu yum xiij yawdag xumuusiig uzen yadaj bna...
muuxaigaa medexgui guij ireed naaldchixiig n yaana! sh*t! bi odoo bur neex aimar shuud l durgui bol durgui, t*n*g bol t*n*g, saixan bol saixan geel shuud nuur dr n tas xiitel xelchdeg bolj...gugshirch buiin shinj yum boluu? 20 garaal axij nas yawmaargui sanagddag boltson...
bi axiad 18tai bolmoor bna! xumuus boloxoor namaig yostoi goe id zaluu dree yawjiin geel...yag unendee xudlaa l bxgui yuu? nadaas nas baga murtluu nadaas xed daxin iluu yawj bgaa xumuus bna...bi tegexed ter xumuusiin xajuud dutuu yum zunduu bgaa, xiij amjuulaagui, medej suraagui yum ix ch bgaa...
zarimdaa mgl gdgesee bolj little offended bolox yumaa shiet! bi er n tegeel mongol orondoo xairtai, gexdee zarim gadaaduud durgui xurgex yumaa zarimdaa!
bi saya ungurdug semestert angli xelnii neg angi awsan yum, english is second language boloxoor americans bxgui...tend er n tegeed dandaa azi'uud bsiin, ixewchlen l solongosuud...tegeed dandaa group'r ajiluuldag...bi tegeel dandaa neg 2 solongos banditai tsug bolno...ter 2 namaig exleed solongos gj bodson yum shg bgaan tegeed angliar yariad bxaar n,nadaas chi xaanaas irsiin gexeer n bi ineesen chn xyatad? tegsenee yopon? tegsenee solongos? geed bur gaixtsan xoorondoo xaanax yum boloo gexeer n bi mongol gsn aan tiimuu? (sonsoj bsn bololtoi...) tegeel daraa n net'r orj uzsiimuu eswel xumuusees asuusiimuu namaig mongoliin talaar asuultaar bulj exelew...
bnga xicheel dr tsug suuxaar l nuguu asuultuudaa asuuna...tanaid bar bdg u? er n yamarxuu be? geel tanaix tsuld amidardag biz de?(tsuld amidardag bj ysn tsagaan yum gsn bairtai l gaixaad bx shg bgaan) asuultuud n little offensive bolood yawchlaa...bi ch bdgaar n magtaj ugnu...uu yostoi tasarxai oron, night club ed nar caak yuun solongos jigshg... neg udur axial asuuxaar n uuchlaarai, axij nadaas mongoliin talaar bitgii yum asuugaarai jigshig... nuguu xed chn ysn? gexeer n bi yarix durgui bn gexeer n uuchilaarai gj bn...zgr zgr jigshg... bi bur booj uxdeg bsiishd neg l yaduu oron moron gexgeed bga yanztai neg udaa minii utas dugarsan chn muu t*n*g chn huuh? yamar utastai yum? geel ungiij irj xaraad....i was like what the @#$% u care!
bas manai nziig bagsh n gj mama mongol yaduu maduu gj gutsaj uiluulsan bololtoi...bi xajuud n bsn bol termuu bagshiig l alaad uguxgui yuu! yadaj bxad nz gadaad xuuxduud n neg adilxan xicheel awchixsan bsn gsn...muuxai amitan!
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