Anonymous

[Helena]

Ингээд нүүр өгөхгүй болохоор хэн урихав дээ хаха

tiimuu l gsishd, tged yahin nmg uriach gehimu haha

[Helena]

hooo it has 2 pages now

[Helena]

ты моё лето
ты моё солнце единственное
не прячь свои лучи
светись всегда ярче
не дай замерзнуть душе моей

твоей любви всегда мало
жаждю всегда больше
до того она прекрасна - твоя любовь, твои лучи

[Helena]

WOW....
I thought that I will keep y diary everyday , but it's been a while...
Well... a while.... a year almost

Just did not realize that the life in UB would be so busy... and stressful.
Could not even find a time for exercising

Today I am just really really happy just because the HOT WATER is finally here that I wanted to write it down somewhere LOL

[Helena]

Хараад байхад монголчууд бид ямар их шүүмжлэх дуртай юм дээ...

Шүүмж ч гэж дээ.... Өөрийн бодлыг тулгасан, доромжилсон хэрүүл маягийн зүйлээ өөрсдөө шүүмж гэж ойлгох. Өөрөө юу ч хийлгүй гараа хумхиж суучихаад юм хийсэн нэгнээ муулж амбиц хөөсөн нэгнээр нь дуудах. Амбиц гэж яг юу гэж ч ойлгоод байдаг юм. Муулж суухын оронд би энэ асуудлын хувьд юу хийж чадах билээ гэдгээ бодож үзээгүй л байхдаа

Ер нь юм хийж үзсэн, оролдсон нэг нь ямар нэгэн зүйл хийх нь амаргүй болохыг ойлгодог, мэддэг учир хүний хийсэн зүйлийг муулах нь байтугай шүүмжлэхдээ хүртэл болгоомжтой ханддаг л байхгүй юу

[Naked Angel]

Yruusuu eruul khun mongold alga tegeed l ter

[Helena]

Hello again

Have you missed me my little diary?

You are kind of being as like old friend, to whom I say hello once in a year and talk little warm things and then forgot for another year. That's funny.

Seems like I had so much free time when I was starting you.

Having a free time to think over myself and life is nice sometimes. I felt alone at that time.... that's why decided to keep a diary.
But now I feel only tiredness and stress because of being busy lol. No time to thinking about my life, just thinking about UB's are pollution and traffic, about how it badly affect to my health and nerve system.

Everything needs balance.

[Helena]

My life is going well.
Lovely family, good job........

BUT I notice that I am turning to be a so much pessimistic person lately.

And how come????

Feels like this city is just sucking all my energy. Hate you UB.

Wanna live in a quiet, little town. But there is no opportunity for career growth.
And what to choose? CHANCE to grow professionally and live in this *&^@%%#% kind of a metropolitan city?
Or CHOOSE a little quiet place and just live as how it goes. no stress, no pressure....

[Helena]

hoolnii davs dandaa ihedeed bnaaa..
Idej bga humuust ih l hetsuu bgaa bhdaa

[Helena]

uug ni shalgaltandaa beldmeer baihimaaaa


daanch anhaaral togtoj ogohgui oor l yu, hiimeer baihiiimaaaa

yaaasan hetsuuuuu yum beeeee..

Am I going to fail my exam tomorrow?????????????/

[Helena]

Aimar tiim spy hiij baigad barigdchihsan yum shig sanagdd bhiin. balain

[Helena]

Neeree yahoo messenger gej neg yum ih huchee avch bile neg heseg

Tanih tanihgui hun add hiigeel, yuch hamaagui, hentei ch hamaagui chatlaal........ hiih yumgui bsimuu hashain

Internet cafed orool mongo tolon baij chatlaadl suudag bsiin

Za yahoo messenger ch yahu bas halit zurag ntr harchnaa....... ternees omno bur zuger message haha. SHal taniku dugaartai hun taniltsie gel bichuul za tgie ntr chihsig yoi hahah

[Bull]

Neeree yahoo messenger gej neg yum ih huchee avch bile neg heseg

Tanih tanihgui hun add hiigeel, yuch hamaagui, hentei ch hamaagui chatlaal........ hiih yumgui bsimuu hashain

Internet cafed orool mongo tolon baij chatlaadl suudag bsiin

Za yahoo messenger ch yahu bas halit zurag ntr harchnaa....... ternees omno bur zuger message haha. SHal taniku dugaartai hun taniltsie gel bichuul za tgie ntr chihsig yoi hahah

Ter xumuuseesee uulzaj bsan uu? [emoji23]

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[Helena]

Neeree yahoo messenger gej neg yum ih huchee avch bile neg heseg

Tanih tanihgui hun add hiigeel, yuch hamaagui, hentei ch hamaagui chatlaal........ hiih yumgui bsimuu hashain

Internet cafed orool mongo tolon baij chatlaadl suudag bsiin

Za yahoo messenger ch yahu bas halit zurag ntr harchnaa....... ternees omno bur zuger message haha. SHal taniku dugaartai hun taniltsie gel bichuul za tgie ntr chihsig yoi hahah

Ter xumuuseesee uulzaj bsan uu? [emoji23]

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Ullzaj bsaaan bsan

[Helena]

Well HELLO my dear diary!

Have forgotten you for such a long time... for more almost two years, I guess.... Barely remember how to post a new post haha

SO, what happened to my life since then?

I have finished my uni in UB, have worked a bit, and guess what... I study abroad again. It is almost two years since I have moved to study abroad for my master's degree. At first it was all stress and cultural shock kinda things to get used to the new place.

Then it was all good but now kinda stuck with this VIRUS thing. Well basically that's all. Boring huh.\
It is almost two months staying home with this lockdown and I think it really does have some mental effect on me. I hope I am not the only one.

Sometimes I myself get tired of my own emotional ups and downs. I am afraid that's pissing off my husband too... Trying not to piss him off too much

[Helena]

Oh the relationship is always worrying.... So many questions in my head lately.... mostly about bad things..

Is it bad to like someone else when you married?
Is it bad if your husband tells you honestly and straightly that he is going to cheat you?
Is it bad when you argue on your wedding anniversary???

Are we going through some relationship crisis or something? Should we see any psychologist??

Or after all is it just the lockdown effect and I am the one overthinking and being psycho???

[Helena]

Oortoo itgeh itgel odor odroor l buuraad baih yum

Yuuch hiij chadahgui, yuch medehgui neg toms medremj l torood baih yum.
Ene yağ yunaas bolood baina vee . Odoogiin ene nuhtsul baidlaas bolood baiga yumuu esvel chadahgui yum oroldood baigaadaa yumuu.

Hicheelee hiij baigaad l neg medehed oor yum hiij yavah yum.... uhaan sanaa tovlorohgui, eroosoo l tovlorch chadahgui baina
Hetsuu baigaa bolohoor shantraad baigaa yumuu yoh zaaz....

[Helena]

A little note to myself with a slap:

STOP WORRYING AND GET EVERYTHING DONE b**** !!!!!!!!

[Helena]

My dear diary...

I am sorry to keep coming back to you when I feel sad... otherwise I am just too busy to think about you.

I was just keep telling myself that everything is fine... but last few days spending all day alone made me realise that I am actually having some depression, or stress I don't exactly know which, or some mental breakdown I dunno.

I am totally disappointed with myself. I have all day free and all I need to do is study. Someday I actually really wanted my life to be like that. I wished about not working, not meeting my friends and only dedicate my time studies so that my brain could absorb all the information and I could pass all the subjects with ease.

But when this time actually came, I just cannot study

I totally cannot concentrate, I read the sentence literally hundred times and still get nothing. I cannot answer my questions , and even after reading answers I still don't remember.

This is happening to me for the first time in my life. I am a very good student and actually excel and understanding and remembering things. How many I try to focus and study it just not working out. Forcing myself and this just making me feel worse sh*t I hate that

[Helena]

It is too bad to sit and stare and do nothing for like an hour???

Lol seriously I am a bit worried about myself

[Helena]

Bi ch gsn uulzmar bsn...
Bi ch gsn sanaad bh shig bsn :/ ...
Bi ch gsn odor bur bodood baih shig bsn...

Ene yuve?