Its raining, Its pouring

[Gossip Girl]

Sing along wit me. Its raining, its pouring, the old man is snoring. Went to bed, bumped his head ...

Hai friends!

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Genet neg gishunii bairshil ni "tuuniihee hajuud" gesen bgaag haraad chamaig sanaw. Sanaad, sanaad duusahgui yumaa. Odor bolgon sanaad l. Chamaig sanahgui odor gej gants ch bsangui. Tsag hugatsaa ongorood arai deerdeh bh gej bodoj bsan yum. Deerdsengui. Chmaig sanaad l bna...

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

...

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Ur like a stubborn itch that gets worse, if i try to forget you, i get sadder. Was it really too good. I miss you so much. Thats all I could say for now, even though I think about you constantly. All I could say is I miss you.

If i try to forget you, it just gets worse. It comes back with a vengeance, takes me by a storm and I cry from missing you.

[Sain er]

Genet neg gishunii bairshil ni "tuuniihee hajuud" gesen bgaag haraad chamaig sanaw. Sanaad, sanaad duusahgui yumaa. Odor bolgon sanaad l. Chamaig sanahgui odor gej gants ch bsangui. Tsag hugatsaa ongorood arai deerdeh bh gej bodoj bsan yum. Deerdsengui. Chmaig sanaad l bna...

sanaal sanj baisanaa daxiad sanaad baigaa baigaazdee tegeed gyls oor ym bodox xeregtei shde jishee n tuuniixee xoliig altsailgaj baigaad munch saixan bavj baij bilee geel gyls gyls oor oor ym bodood baildaa

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Onoodor Londond irew. Neg ch hun tanihgui hotod Molly-g haisaar l

Have u seen Molly?

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Hello from the Old World Found M0lly.



Time is my enemy. Time is THE enemy.

[ЯнжинЛхам]

gotta dump the hoe, come to chicago and go underage drinking with me!

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Come to London and never get ID-ed!

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Finally feeling grown-up, finally have found and accepted myself. So this is me, take it or leave it. I'm on my own journey, I won't hop on yours or anybody's, if our journeys are parallel, then come with me.

Its a different kind of freedom altogether - the best kind. To feel independent, and not be scared of uncertainties or change or loneliness or challenges, but rather be able to embrace them and love them


Attitude is everything my darlings.
Good luck on your journey to wherever.
And work hard!!

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Putting this love through the test of time...






test starts in 4 hours, continues for more than 2 months

BIG GIRLS DONT CRY. BIG GIRLS do not cry.

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

IF I lose myseeeeeelf tooooooonight, it will be by your siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide....

sing with me

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

...

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

...

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Im not going to make the same mistakes I did with others with you again. I see a pattern. I need to stop being needy and be more patient.

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

...

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive. Like when you said ' i got over _____, I can get over you'



I think I just found what my drug is, the best drug of all, the mother of all drugs- the feeling of self-accomplishment. To me, self - accomplishment is that rush of winning a lottery, stealing something you cant afford and getting away with it EXCEPT you deserve, it wants you back. You see athletes on TV and when they win medals, no when they WIN, you see that face, that expression, that euphoria, that moment of true and pure happiness, none of us could ever relate to that because none of us have ever worked for something that hard that intensely or ever have had the discipline.

Anywhoo, I realized that is a drug on its own. And in our normal everyday world, little self accomplishmnets go a long way, kinda like starting a hamsterwheel, one push propels you. But no that hamsterwheel example is bad. But think about that.


Also, bravery is admirable.

[baer]

зүүн цээжнээс зүрх минь лүк лүк
зүүдэнд чиний хөлийн чимээ түк түк
цэцгийн баглаанд өөрийн үнэрийг шингээгээд
чиний гэрийн гадаа чамайг хүлээн хамгийн аз жаргалтайгаар инээгээд
гараас чинь хөтлөөд алхая болхуу бүсгүй
ганцxан чиний төлөө нулимстай хамт архыг балгая бүсгүй
лалалалала
нэгэнт өнгөрсөн дурсамж сэтгэгдэлүүд бага багаар мартагдана
гэсэнч чиний төрх нүдэнд улам тодрон харагдана
чамайга би чинь бодон бодсоор
чи минь харин өөр залусру холдон одсоор
амьдрал ямар шудрага бус юм бэ
ахин олдохгүй асуултын өдрүүдэ дурсан сансаар
нанананаана
сайнууу санаа сэтгэлээс салж өгдгүй сайхан бүсгүй минь

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Im growing up. Im getting stronger by the day. Im getting wiser with each mistake. Im getting closer to my dreams.

[Gossip Girl]

Dreams do come true and the pain does go away.

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Tripped on the 25I-NBOMe

Never the same person again. I molded the world into the shape of my hands.
Birthday coming up in a week- hello Miami, goodbye midterms.

Stay thirsty for life and new experiences my friends.

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

https://soundcloud.com/user1140009/milk ... ah-neh-nah

nah neh nahhh

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

#vamping #comdownisabitch #adderallproblems

[baer]

happy birthday =]

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

Thank you. It seems that every year, I'm always studying for exams on my bday. One year it was my SATs, now its just midterms.

[Төгөлдөрмаа]

So much emotions. Life never stops being exhilirating, exhausting, amazing and mindblowing mindboggling too beautiful too cruel all at the same time. I could never decide exactly which one in any given moment.
Change is happening at a rate too faster than I could keep up with. My brain is making analysis and learning and adapting too faster than the rest of the brain/perception of reality could keep up with. What do I want? I dont know

I'm learning and adapting and changing so fast- I dont know who I am right now because Im never just one thing for too loong.